Allah all mighty!

thank you Allah cz You have returns her back for me..

thank you Allah cz listen my pray..

i can't describe how im feeling rite now..

just 1 word,alhamdulillah.. :')

konfiussss~

alhamdulillah ak dpt smbung degree kt uitm shah alam..

course yg sama which is culinary arts..

ak suka sebab:

1. rmai mber AYSK & TEKNIK study kt sne..so bley la berjejak kasihan ngn dorg..yeay!

2. t ak konvo kt sne..so x de masalah la nk g raptai nnt..

3. dkat ngn family..ap2 hal senang..

4. satu kampus & course ngn dak2 klas aku mse kt penang dlu.. :)

ak x suka sebab:

1. social life kt sne..takot x pndai bawa diri..

2. kos sara hidup yg tinggi..

3. x de pantai & air terjun yg berdekatan untuk mnghilangkn stress!

4. kampus yg sgt2 la besar..x leh nk pkai heels g klas sbb jauh nk berjalan.. :(

5. nk g mne2 (shopping & hang out) kne ad transport..kalo kt penang,jln kaki pun boleh sebab dekat..if ad transport pun susa jgk..traffic kt shah alam ni gila sket..

6. paling x suka sbab my best friend fatin & lynn x dpt same ngn aku..atin dpt uitm dungun..lynn plak x nk smbung study..pdahal dy da dpt sme kampus & sme course ngn aku..sedih sgt2..rse mcm kosong je..but nsib baik la mber klas ak dlu rmai yg dpt sme ngn aku..x de la forever alone sgt.. :')

itu sahaja laporan untuk hari ni..

hati sy sgt berkecamuk skrg..

sekian..

mimpi

aku ade 5 impian yg aku nk sgt2 capai..

1. haji

of kos la..tu kn wajib.. :)

cemburu ble tgk ad kwn2 yg da pergi sne..yela,dorg mampu..

bgus la tu..muda2 da jejak kaki ke sne..

hope ak pn dpt lah peluang tu.. :)

2.dubai

ak sgt2 teringin pegi ke sne..untuk brcuti,or kerja..

dua2 best..cz my uncle dlu keje sne..

so dy slalu cte bout his life kt sne..mmg best gila..

gaji paling sikit kt sne rm5 ribu..haa..mewah ko..

then tiap2 lpas solat jumaat,akn ad punishment event kt depan masjid..

mse tu la org kne pancung,potong tgn segala..

sume life dpn public..every friday,lpas solat jumaat...haaa..cool kn?

then teringin nk rse ble azan,sume org tutup kdai n trus g masjid..

mst prasaan tu susa nk describe kn?

tu bru culture..blm lg cte psal dorg pny mall,theme park,mcm2 la..

dorg ad vending machine untuk beli jongkong emas!

hebat x hebat..haha..kt sni?vending machine jual air tin soya jee..haha

muka pak arab yg excited..haha..ak pnah tgk dlm AMAZING RACE..dorg kne kira bpe nilai jongkong emas mngikut harga saham kt sne..mse dorg bg selonggok jongkong emas..mmg gila lah..ak tgk mse tu pn da excited,ap tah lg dorg yg dpt pegang jongkong tu..

yg ni pn ak ad tgk dlm AMAZING RACE gk..dy pny slide tu punya lah tinggi,smp ko bley nmpk view 1 bandar! yg best nye,mse korg trun slide ni,korg akn lalu 1 terowong..dlm tu ad jerung yg berenang2 dgn bahagianye..haha..cool gila kn?

yg ni kalo x silap ak still dlm perancangan..blm komfem lg dorg jd wt ke x..TAPI! kalo lah jd,perghhh..mmg gempak kott.. :D

3.japan

again,sgt2 teringin nk tgk dorg pny culture & cool stuff kt sne..

org japan sgt polite..dorg x kn curi harta bnd awam..

then pelik mcm mne korea selatan & utara still brmusuhan smp skrg..

FYI,dua2 negeri ni (negeri ke??) siap wt team & markas khas untuk berperang sesama mereka sahaja..if nk brperang ngn negara lain,dorg guna khidmat tentera biase..bkn tentera khas ni..cool kn?

haha..layan gmbar jom!

comel kn? 

 pelik2 je dorg ni..tp tu la sbb utama ak nk g sne! :D

tgk lah dorg pn train ni..comel x comel.. 

tu baru kt luar..dlm nyeeee...haaaa..lagi comel! 

ni yg lebih formal..act ak ad tgk kt TLC..setiap gerabak ad design yg lain2..ikot konsep dy..contoh gerabak ni konsep glow in the dark,so  gerabak tu penuh ngn lampu glow in the dark..then gerabak len plak konsep dy dance floor..dy letak dance mat yg belampu2 tu siap ngn bunyi lg if korg pijak! cool gila kn? 

 yg ni cafe atas pokok..mst best kalo mkn kt sni..

yg ni MAID CAFE..ni pn ak ad tgk kt TLC ari tu..cafe ni kalo org laki yg pergi,mmg heaven laa..sbb dorg kn dilayan mcm big boss..kalo nk ap2,korg guna loceng ice cream je untk pggil korg pny 'maid'..& dy pny service sgt2 la cpt!  

main reason! nk pegi sini! ari tu tgk fatin liyana g sni,jelez gila ouh..

vending machine bergerak! haha..kau hado?

jual kereta tru vending machine..kalah Dubai beb! haha 

berderet..slalu nye 1 machine kt 1 tmpat..kn?

nk beli btry pun boleh..haha

rokok juga.. :D

apakah? haaa..ni la car park kt japan..hebat x hebat?

sumpah cool gila..

 bas pun ad okay? haha

yg ni pun ak ad tgk kt AMAZING RACE..mmg cool gila..dorg type num tmpt parking tu,then dy akn rotate bnd tu smp la korg pny kereta kua..hebat bukan? x pyah susah2 nk turun naik lif,jln sane sni g cari parking or cari kt mne korg park kereta if korg lupa..haha

ce teka ni ap?? haaa..bus stop! comel x comel.. :)

ni ade la capsule hotel..kalo dlm bahase Malaysia,hotel bajet..sbb ni la hotel paling murah kt sne.. 

npe nme dy capsule hotel? sbb bntuk dy mcm capsule..hanye muat untk sorg je..sedih!

jamban pula..pnah tgk tandas awm bersih mcm ni? menangis...

 yg ni ak rse da ad kt bnyk negara..tandas ni akn cuci korg pny tu secara automatik..

4.restaurant 

ak teringin sgt2 nk bkk restaurant kt overseas..

ak aim kt french,chicago,new york, & st.pittsburgh..why??

sbb mereka2 di area ni sgt2 la addict + adore + appreciate stiap mknan yg dijual kt tmpt dorg..

dorg x kesah if harga mahal or bnd tu mcm pelik dri biase,dorg sggup beli..

contoh mcm fine dining..byar mahal,tp mkn 2 slice of tenderloin beef sje..

kalo kt sni,baru mahal skit,org dah merungut..last2,mkn kt mamak je..

mamak jgk yg kaya! haha

so if ak dpt peluang bkk restaurant kt sne,mmg heaven! :)

ni contoh yg terbaik..kdai ni jual cereal..bkn jual kotak,tp jual untuk mkn kt kdai tu..

 haa..pilih mne 1..segala mak nenek ade..you name it..

just imagine,dy just jual cereal sje..simple kn konsep dy? tp kdai ni akn penuh dgn customer dari pagi smp mlm! sbb ap? sbb dorg sgt appreciate food..

5.bag vs shoes

ak sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt teringin nk ad wardrobe beg & kasut  sndri..

ak pasang angan2..nnt ble ak da ad umah sndiri,ak nk guna 1 bilik wt jd wardrobe..dlm tu suma kasut & beg jee..

fuuuuhh..mmg x nk kua umah kalo mcm tuh..

you know? shoes & bags are my passion..i'll do anything to get it..

dlm sebulan ak mst beli at least 1 kasut & beg..

kalo x,x senang duduk! sila percaya..sumpah x tipu..

kasut tu if x selesa ble pkai,if design dy lawa,ak akan beli gk & sggup tahan sakit mse pakai kasut tu..jnji lawa! haha

skrg ni ak simpan suma beg & kasut ak dlm storage rack yg plastic tuu..taw x? yg slalu org bujang beli wt letak baju or buku tuu..

ak pny rak tu ad 4 laci..so 2 laci untuk beg,2 laci untuk kasut..

tp tu pun da penuh..so kne tumpang almari mama..huhu

ni bkn almari aku..ak nk bg korg phm la cm ne rupa rak yg ak cte tu..huu

smp kne pnjat tangga..siyez nk wt mcm ni 1 ari nnt..over taw!

 ok fine..at least guna almari mcm ni pun da ok sgt..jnji dy teratur & nmpk kemas..yg pnting kasut & beg ak x rosak..mcm skrg ni,ak smpan dlm rak,abis kemik2 kasut & beg ak..aish..sabar fara..sabar..=='

dear Allah..i will work hard to achieve my dream..please help me..aminn~ 

robek hatikuuuu~

pnah x korg tggu sorg guy yg da jnji nk kapel ngn korg,then after lme mnunggu tbe2 korg dpt taw dy kapel ngn gurl lain?

ap korg rse..mst sentap gila kn?

haha..mcm tu lah ak rse skrg..well,act bkn lah psal kapel2 ni..

aish..x sior teman..teman da tobat! x mau kapel2 lg dah..huu

cte sbenar nye ialah,novel ADAM & HAWA akn didrama kn..

ak da lme taw bnd ni..since awal tahun lpas..

ak mmg excited gila sbb novel tu mmg sweet x hengat!

ditambah pula dgn pelakon yg akn bwk watak adam mukhriz which is AARON AZIZ uolls! haa..mne mak x excited?

ak siap like adam & hawa pny page sbb nk taw update drama tu..

sbb skrg dorg still shoot jg..

cume yg jadi tnd tanya,kt chanel mne drama tu akn ditayangkn..

ak pny lah menanti dgn penuh sabar..

then smlm or kemarin..ak pn x ingt..

finally admin page tu update kt chanel mne drama tu akn ditayangkn..

kt MUSTIKA HD (134)!!

mksudnye org yg guna astro beyond je yg dpt tgk drama ni..

yg len? telan air liur je ok?

mcm mne la ak x sentap weyhh..ak pny lah excited nk tgk cte tu..

last2,x dpt..phuii~ sumpah sakit hati..

prob nye knape mustika HD??? npe x wt kt prima or ria?

hmm..mybe dy nk soh org beli beyond kott..ntah..

ak pn x taw..mgkin ni marketing strategy dorg..

tp bkn suma ad beyond,,if nk pkai beyond pn,paling2 kne pkai flat screen tv..

kalo pkai tv kotak tu,cm ne nk HD nye?

ntah laa..ak mmg x puas ati gila..

hope ad yg tlg upload kt youtube..bley tgk free..hehehe

she is my new IDOL.. :)

salam semua..

entry kali ni..x de bnd pun nk cte..

cume,nk kongsi perasaan terharu aku ngn korg..

as we all know,irma hasmie bru je kawen ari tu kn..

act,she inspired me a lot..seriously..

dlu mse dy ptus ngn nabil,ak rse kesian sgt2 kt dy..

sbb 1 malaysia taw npe dorg putus..mesti dy malu..

tp,btl ke x si nabil tu wt hal,ak x taw la..

tp if x btl pun,kalo ak jd dy mst ak sakit ati..

then x lme lpas tu,nabil kawen..

1st time dy pkai tdung after dy putus..ni mse anugerah mne ntah..

so,just imagine..

ak x taw la ap yg sbnrnye irma rse mse tu..

tp ak yakin dy tertekan & sedih..

sbb ak pn pnah rse ap yg dy kne..

then dy start dkat kn diri ngn tuhan..

dy sgt istiqamah ngn perubahan dy tu..

dy nipiskn make up dy,dy pkai arm sock,dy pkai tudung yg menutup dada..

dy artis..tp dy lgsung x kesah if dy x dpt job ble dy bertudung..

yela,filem & drama skrg ni jrang kte tgk dy guna plakon yg bertudung..

tp allah tu maha adil..

dy still dpt jd duta tudung..alhamdulillah..

make up yg sgt nipis..as we all know,bdosa taw pkai make up tebal2 ni..

dy sgt tabah..

kalo kte,bkn kte la..mcm aku sndiri..

bru putus ngn bf,rse mcm nk bunuh dri je...

ari2 nangis mcm org gila..murung,then mula la nk update status mcm2..

tp cuba tgk irma..dy senyap mcm x de ap2 yg jd..

x semestinya putus cinta la..

if kte ad prob,bru la nk solat hajat,doa bnyk2..

then ble prob kte tu selesai,kte trus x wt amalan2 tu suma..

then dgn kuasa Allah,di bertemu jodoh di depan ka'abah..

kau ade? mampu? boleh je..if kte istiqamah dlm beribadah..

mcm irma..dy saba,dy redha ngn dugaan yg allah bg kt dy..

jd,tu lah 'hadiah' dri allah untuk dy..

sbb allah syg hamba nye yg sabar..

sgt sweet okay! :')

sorry,but got to say that her husband is much2 better than nabil..

ni pndapat aku je la..mntak maaf if ad mnyinggung mne2 pihak..

but,yeah..tula org ckp 'hikmah disebalik musibah'..

so,she deserved it la..sgt..

aku plak,da bnyk kali putus ngn ex aku..

tp ak susa nk terima sume tu..ak rse mara pd takdir..

ak rse 'npe la ak x leh bahagia mcm org lain?'

kdg2 ak give up ngn hidup aku ni..

tp ble ak tgk ap yg jd kt irma hasmie ni,it make me think a lot..

ak rse berdosa sbb da fikir bukan2 b4 this..

you know,act rmai kwn2 aku yg putus bnyk kali b4 dorg jmp yg tepat untuk dorg..

contoh nye mcm mber aku,muner..since dy form 5 dy susa nk dpt gf yg perfect..paling lme dy kapel pun,3 minggu je..

stiap kali dy kapel,mst gurl tu wt hal..

curang lah,wt perangai lah,ad jgk yg dump dy tanpa sebab..

tp dy x pnah give up..dy sabar je..

then sem 6,bru la dy dpt gf yg btul2 siyez ngn dy..

mber ak lg sorg..nme dy wani..

dlu mse form 5,dy minat ngn dak laki skola aku ni..

dak laki tu pun minat dy..laki tu bg harapan,then taw2 dlm mse yg mse laki tu pun mnat kt sorg lg gurl kt skola aku tu..

wani cm frust la,even that guy x ckp nk pilih spe,but she decided to let him go..ingt lagi cmne dy sedih mse tu..

tp dy x pnah merungut..dy saba je..

now,dy kapel ngn the hottest guy dlm poly dy tu!

and that guy sgt2 baik..betuah dy..

act rmai la mber ak yg susa nk jmp dorg pny mr/ms right..

but finally,dorg jmp gk..cuma bnd tu take time..

so,kne la sabar..btl x? TAPI!

sabar je,x cukup..kne lah ikhtiar..doa bnyk2..

moga dipertemukan jodoh yg baik..

aku ni taw ckp je..huhu

act ak pn nga try skrg ni..even susa,tp ak kne gk try,,

hope ak bley istiqamah mcm irma..

she is currently my new idol.. :)