she is my new IDOL.. :)

salam semua..

entry kali ni..x de bnd pun nk cte..

cume,nk kongsi perasaan terharu aku ngn korg..

as we all know,irma hasmie bru je kawen ari tu kn..

act,she inspired me a lot..seriously..

dlu mse dy ptus ngn nabil,ak rse kesian sgt2 kt dy..

sbb 1 malaysia taw npe dorg putus..mesti dy malu..

tp,btl ke x si nabil tu wt hal,ak x taw la..

tp if x btl pun,kalo ak jd dy mst ak sakit ati..

then x lme lpas tu,nabil kawen..

1st time dy pkai tdung after dy putus..ni mse anugerah mne ntah..

so,just imagine..

ak x taw la ap yg sbnrnye irma rse mse tu..

tp ak yakin dy tertekan & sedih..

sbb ak pn pnah rse ap yg dy kne..

then dy start dkat kn diri ngn tuhan..

dy sgt istiqamah ngn perubahan dy tu..

dy nipiskn make up dy,dy pkai arm sock,dy pkai tudung yg menutup dada..

dy artis..tp dy lgsung x kesah if dy x dpt job ble dy bertudung..

yela,filem & drama skrg ni jrang kte tgk dy guna plakon yg bertudung..

tp allah tu maha adil..

dy still dpt jd duta tudung..alhamdulillah..

make up yg sgt nipis..as we all know,bdosa taw pkai make up tebal2 ni..

dy sgt tabah..

kalo kte,bkn kte la..mcm aku sndiri..

bru putus ngn bf,rse mcm nk bunuh dri je...

ari2 nangis mcm org gila..murung,then mula la nk update status mcm2..

tp cuba tgk irma..dy senyap mcm x de ap2 yg jd..

x semestinya putus cinta la..

if kte ad prob,bru la nk solat hajat,doa bnyk2..

then ble prob kte tu selesai,kte trus x wt amalan2 tu suma..

then dgn kuasa Allah,di bertemu jodoh di depan ka'abah..

kau ade? mampu? boleh je..if kte istiqamah dlm beribadah..

mcm irma..dy saba,dy redha ngn dugaan yg allah bg kt dy..

jd,tu lah 'hadiah' dri allah untuk dy..

sbb allah syg hamba nye yg sabar..

sgt sweet okay! :')

sorry,but got to say that her husband is much2 better than nabil..

ni pndapat aku je la..mntak maaf if ad mnyinggung mne2 pihak..

but,yeah..tula org ckp 'hikmah disebalik musibah'..

so,she deserved it la..sgt..

aku plak,da bnyk kali putus ngn ex aku..

tp ak susa nk terima sume tu..ak rse mara pd takdir..

ak rse 'npe la ak x leh bahagia mcm org lain?'

kdg2 ak give up ngn hidup aku ni..

tp ble ak tgk ap yg jd kt irma hasmie ni,it make me think a lot..

ak rse berdosa sbb da fikir bukan2 b4 this..

you know,act rmai kwn2 aku yg putus bnyk kali b4 dorg jmp yg tepat untuk dorg..

contoh nye mcm mber aku,muner..since dy form 5 dy susa nk dpt gf yg perfect..paling lme dy kapel pun,3 minggu je..

stiap kali dy kapel,mst gurl tu wt hal..

curang lah,wt perangai lah,ad jgk yg dump dy tanpa sebab..

tp dy x pnah give up..dy sabar je..

then sem 6,bru la dy dpt gf yg btul2 siyez ngn dy..

mber ak lg sorg..nme dy wani..

dlu mse form 5,dy minat ngn dak laki skola aku ni..

dak laki tu pun minat dy..laki tu bg harapan,then taw2 dlm mse yg mse laki tu pun mnat kt sorg lg gurl kt skola aku tu..

wani cm frust la,even that guy x ckp nk pilih spe,but she decided to let him go..ingt lagi cmne dy sedih mse tu..

tp dy x pnah merungut..dy saba je..

now,dy kapel ngn the hottest guy dlm poly dy tu!

and that guy sgt2 baik..betuah dy..

act rmai la mber ak yg susa nk jmp dorg pny mr/ms right..

but finally,dorg jmp gk..cuma bnd tu take time..

so,kne la sabar..btl x? TAPI!

sabar je,x cukup..kne lah ikhtiar..doa bnyk2..

moga dipertemukan jodoh yg baik..

aku ni taw ckp je..huhu

act ak pn nga try skrg ni..even susa,tp ak kne gk try,,

hope ak bley istiqamah mcm irma..

she is currently my new idol.. :)